Met up with Elaine after work yesterday. It was planned since Saturday. Only after agreeing to meet up with her that I realise that the dinner organised by the Sales Department also falls on Thursday.But of course, meeting up with Elaine is more important than them. =) Still trying to recall we last met. Elaine, any idea yet? ***shakes head***We met at Suntec City, walked to Bugis, had dinner there then head to Plaza Singapura. By the time we reach Plaza Singapura, my legs were aching already. I am old already... No stamina to walk long distances... But how come I can always walk from City Hall to Tanjong Pagar MRT station without any problem? ***shakes head again***Melvin has been asking me to go for some talk. Have been rejecting him and am actually fearful of his calls already. But, I do not want to ruin our friendship just because of this matter. It is so not worth it. But how can I tell him that I am no interested at all in the talk. Still finding a way to do so... ***scratch head***Upon reaching home, I thought I could go to bed immediately. However, I could not get to sleep at all!!! I was in the semi-conscious mode through the night. Half asleep and half awake... It seems like whenever HE is on leave, I have trouble sleeping... Why???Was not in a very good mood at work today. Guess because of my lack of sleep...Headed to Bishan after work to meet Benjamin. A total wrong move!!!He messaged me he would be late. Said he will call when he reached. I then walk around while waiting for him. As Junction 8 was too crowded, I decided to just wait at the MRT station. Messaged him a while later to ask if he is reaching then. No reply...Decided to call him. He was actually at Level 4 already!!! Went there to look for him. And he nagged all the way. In the end, he realised that he was suppose to call me when he reach but he did not. And there was no apology at all for making me wait for nothing and wrongly accused me!!! PISSED!!! He is a 101% MCP!!!Told him not to watch any movie. Was not in the mood at all... Went to Ya Kun Kaya Toast shop to have a drink and chat.Throughout the chat, he debated any sentence I said. There was NOTHING at all he agreed with me. Or rather, I was NOT GIVEN ANY CHANCE to speak more than 5 sentences. ***Slaps forehead***I HATE SINGAPOREAN GUYS!!!Yes... I think I am biased... But, I still think Malaysian guys are much better than them... ***Runs and hide***Yes... I miss him... I still miss him... I will always miss him... Does he knows that my mind and heart is still with him... Will he ever realise that how miserable life is without him... Will there ever be a day where he will return to me and be mine and only mine... So many questions in my mind... But have no answer to them at all. Should I tell him about it?Wonder what is in his mind also...
{&i'll hold on till the end of time-}
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